I'm really nervous about my music classes.
It's been a long time since I've taken any of them... or seen a lot of my colleagues.
And I'm nervous.

Which makes me want to smoke.
Because when I'm nervous or feeling awkward, I smoke because I don't know what else to do with my hands/face.

These jolly ranchers are really not helping me kick the sugar habit, either, which is one of the main goals of the RDWC- to get all the crap out of your diet.

Maybe some sugar free gum is in my future....

I still want to smoke.