I want to let go of my anger and my hurt and my bitterness, but I don't know how to do it.
I am so tired of being hostile and scared and fragile all the time.
I want to heal and I want to get over things, but I don't know how.
The only times I don't hurt or I don't feel angry or bitter is when I'm with my girls or I'm skating.
God, I love skating.
It's saving me.
Who knew I'd find a sort of salvation with a pair of roller skates?
Hobbies are the best outlet... especially physical hobbies (which sounds dirty lol)
ReplyDeletewhen I become pissed off at the world (or a person) I hop on my bike or go for a run and I don't stop until I have drained so much energy that I don't have enough left to waste on being mad