And yes. I have been made a fool of.

I went to work, came home, watched Whip It, took a shower, and hoped I'd get a text.
And i didn't.

I fucking wasted my evening.
(not that my friends are in town or anything.... But still. I find my own fun, goddamnit.)

I have wasted my time, wasted my nights, wasted my emotions, had my heart broken and partially healed it ALL BEFORE we've even broken up.

I won't be made a fool of again.