'friends' do not date the boy you're still hung up on .
'friends' remember that you're still in love with him.
'friends' DO give a shit that you're still hurting, and they will NOT date said boy.

Derby has taught me a lot about friendship, about how girls aren't always conniving stupid cunts.
Derby has taught me that I'm better than this situation. And better than that girl AND that boy.
Derby has taught me that I am powerful and beautiful and strong, and dude.. Fuck everything else, because I matter.