There's words and then there's action.
--Rocco DeSpirito

indeed.

I'll know when my love comes along...

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you


.....it's like that.

Apparently I have two blogs?

And I've been posting in both. Who knew?

Here's my post for October 18, 2009.
******

I had to work today.
Sounds normal.
But isn't.
I had someone to cover this shift 3 days ago.
Because this is fall break, and I've been working the whole time, and needed today to do my homework, laundry and clean.
But my replacement isn't register trained.
So my managers said no.

I see it from all sides, so I understand their side.
But I also understand mine, in that I haven't been on a register in months.
And when I walked in, a great percentage of everyone there was register trained.

My anger was justified when I never was called onto register in my 4 hour shift.

However. God really blessed me today.
While at work, I got to catch up with a good friend, Sarah, who I work with AND she's in my outer circle of friends- the ones I don't get to see often, but are really really good people. We planned a baking night for this week. :)
I also got a visit from Tessa and Ellen, who excited me SO much, since it allowed me to get some frustration out about my student teaching placement, and we got to plan a Girl's Night for Friday. :)
Then, I saw Mina! We decided to plan a fun night, too.

I prayed God would introduce great people into my life, and He's started doing just that.
I told Him my worries about how I feel I've been paying for my friends for 5 years, and I'm worried that if my chapter folds, I won't have any friends.
How great is He.

I think I've decided Nate is a keeper.
More to come on this subject, I'm sure...
:)


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Here's my post for October 20, 2009
******

Here's the thing.
It's short.

But he's a keeper.

And here's why.
....I paid off a credit card. I wanted to tell him first.
....I took my cat to the vet, and I wanted him to be there, because my cat is like our kid....He wanted me to call him immediately to hear what the Vet said.
....We talk with cavalier attitudes about weddings, forevers, houses, carreers, what I'll do when I go to Colorado.


When. :) Not if.
Next to my mom, he's the first person I told when I got an email from the horn professor at the University of Colorado.
And he said, "Baby, that's awesome!"
He didn't say "Colorado... that's far."
He said, baby. that's awesome.

He is my peace.
He is my joy.
He is my sunshine.
He is my laughter.
He is my happiness.

And I could spend my forever waking up next to him.

And that, my friends... is an incredible feeling.

A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner.

Hmm....Indeed...

I'm sick.
Again.
Nate, precious honey, gave me the stomach flu.
Luckily I don't love him any less.
AND he brought me a care package. <3<3<3
Last night, after I got sick, and consequently ruined our date night, he brought me 2 things of SunnyD, 2 things of Sprite, and a box of Saltines.
He's wonderful.
I'm a very very lucky girl.


So, this weekend we have a Saturday off together.
And I'm suggesting we get out of town.
He likes this idea.
And I'm glad.
So, I'm thinking a few places. I had to ask for opinions/suggestions... because I was clueless.
We can't do the bed and breakfast thing, because our parents wouldn't be kosher..
So a day trip would be nice.

Maybe, Oklahoma City, Lake of the Ozarks, Eureka Springs AR.... we shall see i suppose!

I'm gonna start another movie :( Sigh.
I hate being sick.

Girls are dumb.
Know why?
Because when gossip-mongering, they can't keep stories straight.
They involve blatantly honest, very investigative people in their circle of crap... and they think they can get away with it.

I'm too old for high school girl drama.

And I'm getting really really really REALLY tired of it.

so there.